Friday, March 27, 2009

One Year

A year has gone by, and all I can say is... I still miss you little man. You are and will always be my very best friend.


This is the song that has been playing in my head all day...

I Still Miss You
by Keith Anderson

I've changed the presets in my truck
so those old songs don't sneak up
they still find me and remind me
yeah you come back that easy
try restaurants I've never been to
order new things off the menu
that I never tried cause you didn't like
two drinks in you were by my side

I've talked to friends
I've talked to myself
I've talked to God
I prayed liked hell but I still miss you
I tried sober I tried drinking
I've been strong and I've been weak
and I still miss you
I've done everything move on like I'm supposed to
I'd give anything for one more minute with you
I still miss you
I still miss you baby

I never knew til you were gone
how many pages you were on
it never ends I keep turning
and line after line and you are there again
I dont know how to let you go
you are so deep down in my soul
I feel helpless so hopeless
its a door that never closes
no I don't know how to do this

I've talked to friends
I've talked to myself
I've talked to God
I prayed liked hell but I still miss you
I tried sober I tried drinking
I've been strong and I've been weak
and I still miss you
I've done everything
move on like I'm supposed to
I'd give anything for one more minute with you
I still miss you yeah

I've talked to friends
I've talked to myself
I've talked to God
I prayed liked hell but I still miss you
I tried sober I tried drinking
I've been strong and I've been weak
and I still miss you
I've done everything
move on like I'm supposed to
I'd give anything for one more minute with you
I still miss you yeah

I still miss you
I still miss you...... yeah.... yeah.....

3 comments:

Jeff and Anna too! said...

I can't believe it's been a year. I'm still so sorry-I'll just always think of how cute he is and how fun it was to have him at our apartment eating the Christmas lights. :)

Daniel and Tiffany Dunn said...

You two are such a strong couple! The year mark must have been really hard to deal with! you are in our thoughts and prayers! love you Erin!

The Bride to Be said...

You two are too of my most favorite people in the entire world, and Ben I adored and loved so much! I have a picture of him and I on my Blog. I love you both and your new daughetr so much, You are such an example to me. I hope I can be as a great of parents as you both are! I love you guys lots and think about you always. You're always in my thoughts and prayers.